Prayers, Guidance and Possibilities

    I just about bet other folks are really having many worries an dire thoughts about our future in so many ways. We look and see all kinds of stupid crazy things. Some of us are closer to it than others. Other than just trying to make it through the day in a semi normal way we have all these not just fake news but our own eyes that can see and interpret what is going on around us.

It .... Don't.... Look ... Good

    We wonder and worry about what direction to go and what to do to accomplish not just a new normal but a safe old style normal of safety, good morals, comfortably having enough food for family, a good place to have the rule of law in control enough we have the freedom to move about without a excessive amount of worry for safety.
   ... We ain't even going to go to money and bills.... not even...
    I know a lot of people that have tried to be ready for hard times of not being able to purchase items because of shortages and money in general.  Some are very capable of "getting by" for anywhere to a few weeks to 6 months or more. I know we can't be ready for or think of everything. Some of the darnedest things will pop up that you need (not want) and you will think man ! I didn't even think of that! Or maybe Dang! I was going to and I forgot or didn't get to it.
   Some of us have relatives that know and think you have been absolutely crazy for thinking and doing ahead. Others will now come to you and say "Boy! You nailed this one!" Ignore the folks that think your crazy. The ones that see the light now don't tell them of your supplies I don't care how close and trusting you feel like they are but if they welcome your input help them plan or think ahead. If nothing else at least get them to do some basics for their families comfort and safety. I won't go into these things because it has been all over the net and easy to find. Not only that each family or person has their own ideas and needs.
    For those of you that pray or communicate with your supreme being. Keep it up we need all the help we can get to make things better for everyone. Some of you may have even received messages from wherever guiding you or reassuring you of the here and now or future. For those of you that have experienced this before you know your not loony tunes. For those of you that have never had that happen and are confused or think your going crazy.... Not really. Just remember don't let your thoughts, visions or whatever you want to call them to guide you in a bad direction. If you think your being guided to do bad, hurtful or damaging things then your getting messages from not a good place. Never ever do anything bad or hurtful. True guidance and a love for the people around you is not going to influence you to say or do bad, hurtful or damaging things. Love always guides a person to think and do loving things that will benefit yourself and others around you making things better not worse.
   Some messages are so confusing. Some folks may get a complete and clear message spelling things out plain as day. That same person may have a vision or message that is spotty or confusing. Don't try to interpret. When you try to figure something out you are putting your own influences and fears in the mix and your message may become something totally different than what was intended. Just take it as presented. If it isn't clear sit back and wait. One day you will see something and understand exactly what it meant or what you should do. Some messages may be a local close to you thing around you and your family. Some may be further out being your state or country. Sometimes even world events. It isn't always clear. I have to write things down or I forget the messages. Sometimes the messages will not go away until I tell the person / people involved. (Try that one out on someone that doesn't know how you operate! LOL) Usually after I tell the intended people it will finally go away and I can't remember it for anything. Weird I know but I guess I was just suppose to be the messenger.
    I always talk to God and listen the best I can. Sometimes I hear words sometimes I see pictures of events. Honest to goodness I have even been known to be able to speak to folks that have passed on. God has put people in my path that has needed to hear or be reassured in some way from a loved one that has passed on. I never know when or if it will happen. It just does.
     Here lately I have been praying to God to please stop all these crazy people that are damaging so many peoples lives and businesses and our country in general. To please make powerless the world leaders that may be influencing and doing harm to people all over the world making all the lives they touch in turmoil. To please feed those that are hungry and to protect the good folks from all dangers.
Some of the messages I have received.
It will all stop instantly.
It will be fine You will be fine They will all learn and come back to me
October will be a bad time.
I have seen images of large / huge crowds of people. They look poor, shabby with hands up reached and I don't know I am guessing I think hungry?
November and December don't feel good at all. Dark, dangerous, wanting, constant worry.
The new year January, February sunny / light 2021 feels clear / no worries / everything better/ fixed???
    Remember accuracy is not guaranteed here. It is what it is whatever that is. Many times I have noticed I get messages for 3-6 months in advance. I have had a few that are many years in advance.
    I have noticed when I do make it out on occasion with my mask and all where we used to say have a good day we now hear "Have a safe day" Surely we can all think of something else that is uplifting and not something that reminds us how dangerous we are made to feel trying to do the normal things in life!

Please do good wherever you can. 

Love to everyone,
Ranchmama

Cancer Doctor and Answers

    I thought today would be a good day to just sit down and do some writing. Seems like I don't get to do much of that any more. Although retirement is for sure the most bored I have ever been ..... I swear... I am either bored to death or doing some silly time consuming aggravating paperwork with doctors, banks and anything else that requires hurry up and wait.
    I have all the paperwork I can get done today done. I still have the aggravation of our Chevy 09 crew cab pickup in the shop with flattened ? blown ? lifters that took $200 to tow it into the shop and it will take about $3850 to repair and hopefully trade it in. Have no clue what will fit a 6'3 man and a short wide woman. lol Not only that everyone says every vehicle out there has complications and they don't last long. I guess that means find one that fits we like and has a excellent warranty. This one has only 145,000 miles on it and is very well taken care of. It shouldn't have done this at all.
    Hubby is out of the house in the city for at least a hour or so. Maybe I can get going on this.
    Thursday Jun 11th I went to see the cancer doctor for my 6 month under the hood check up. Everything is great and wonderful thank God. Since December of 19 everyone was telling me how bad off I was. I had no clue then and just barely one now. I told the doctor what everyone was saying. Like my daughter said I coded about 3 or 4 times. The doctor said yes! Every time we gave you heparin ( a blood thinner to prevent blood clots) your heart would stop. Especially if used with the pain meds.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heparin
***Heparin is an anticoagulant (blood thinner) that prevents the formation of blood clots. Heparin is used to treat and prevent blood clots caused by certain medical conditions or medical procedures. Heparin is also used before surgery to reduce the risk of blood clots.
     Pharmaceutical-grade heparin is derived from mucosal tissues of slaughtered meat animals such as porcine (pig) intestines or bovine (cattle) lungs. ****

 I know I remember the first time when my daughter stepped out in the hall and said "She's coding" and everyone rushed in but I don't remember anything else like that in the 11 days I was there. I don't know how they brought me back around. Maybe with meds in IV? Had no needles in the chest or electric burn marks so must have been a IV? thing.
ALPHA GAL ALLERGY
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alpha-gal_allergy
     Bites from certain ticks, such as the lone star tick in the US can transfer this carbohydrate to a victim, have been implicated in the development of this delayed allergic response to consumption of mammalian meat products. A typical allergic reaction to alpha-gal has a delayed onset, occurring 3–8 hours after the consumption of mammalian meat products, in contrast to the typical rapid onset of most food allergies. After the delayed onset, the allergic response is like most food allergies, and especially an IgE-mediated allergy, including severe whole-body itching, hives, angioedema, gastrointestinal upset, and possible anaphylaxis. In 70% of cases the reaction is accompanied by respiratory distress and as such is particularly harmful to those with asthma.
   I can't breathe good at all when I eat something from a mammal. Meat ( from cows,pigs, horses, goats, purposes even!), milk, cheese,gelatin like in jello, beef bullion. sour cream, butter,cream cheese, chili, soups with anything other than chicken or fish.
  I told her since my surgery I discovered I had Alpha-gal allergy, (also known as meat allergy or mammalian meat allergy). Soon as I said that she said "YOU HAVE ALPHA GAL ALLERGY !" You could see the light bulb go off over her head like Well! That explains why your heart kept stopping !
  My husband kept saying they didn't know if I was going to get to come home.  I told her I asked my husband what condition they said I was in. Good , serious , critical, fair or what ? He just growled back at me... "It was obvious! " He gets worried when he thinks about it so he growls. She told me she was thrilled just to get me to FAIR condition. She said she didn't think I was going to pull though but I did. She was really surprised. Now I know why she smiles so big when I walk in and why she said she was thrilled to see me walking after what she did to me. LOL I had to look up what fair condition was if she thought that was good at that time.

Good: Vital signs are stable and within normal limits. Patient is conscious and comfortable. Indicators are excellent.

Fair: Vital signs are stable and within normal limits. Patient is conscious but may be uncomfortable. Indicators are favorable.

Serious: Vital signs may be unstable and not within normal limits. Patient is acutely ill. Indicators are questionable.

Critical: Vital signs are unstable and not within normal limits. Patient may be unconscious. Indicators are unfavorable.

    So after seeing this I can see why there was concern. I told the doctor I like to do nice things for folks that do nice things for me. You saved my life. You live too far away to bake something and bring it. What can I do for you to make your day better. She said she didn't save my life GOD did. So just pray for me please. I said everyone was telling me I was seeing and talking to Angels in the room. She said yes. I have no memory at all of that. Somehow the subject came up about me doing anything in the hospital again. She got all excited and emphatically said "NO!!!! your a good patient but your body doesn't do well in a hospital at all!!" It was really kind of funny the way she reacted like she didn't want to go through that again! LOL Good thing I didn't know anything about it.
    Think about it. Many folks would say I was high as a kite seeing Angels. But I don't think so considering all that was going on. With them showing me Angels around the operating table before the surgery and all my ancestors there then hearing my heart kept stopping on me I firmly believe I had some Angels helping me to live. Pretty darn cool! Just imagine what the doctor was thinking since she believes in God enough to pray for help and every time I tried to kick off I'm talking about Angels and seeing them in the room!
   So .... retirement is boring.......... paperwork is aggravating as can be but somehow you get over it easier when you know your lucky to be alive.

Love
Cancer Free & Alive Ranchmama
(who can't get over the aggravation of the oven being 50* -100*F off and not cooking right)